Nakakalungkot dahil hindi na ako makapag-update regularly. Di ko akalain na magiging ganito ako ka-busy. Sana makabili na ako ng laptop, miss ko na ang world wide web. Huhuhu...

Labels: quick posts

Oh Gahd! I just drop by here to tell say sorry for being inactive for more than a week. School started and I never thought that things would be so chaotic for a freshman like me. For heaven's sake, Yupi is sooooo huge that my feet are still sore from walking, walking and walking! Most of my classes are many kilometers apart so I actually considered studying how to teleport. Rar! I feel so exhausted and I can't wait to go back to Bulacan later so I can sleep the whole day and rest my poor poor feet.

We have readings for my subject Kas 1 and I don't know how to find them considering that the library here is in one large building! I'm too shy to ask 'coz making fond of freshmen is a usual thing in this university. In fact, in our Humanidades class, I'm the only first year and ako ang pinag-tripan ng prof ko! Grrr..

I can no longer update as often as before and I am sorry for that. I miss the world wide web but my hectic schedule can no longer afford hours of surfing the net. I'll try my best to post soon. Ciao for now...

Labels: quick posts, yupi escapades

It is really true that once you get used to something, it will take all your guts to be able to let it go. Saying goodbye is difficult, leaving something you learn to love is even harder. And now as I type the last few words for my final post, the sadness that I feel reflect on every move that I make. Tomorrow there will be nothing left but memories and a hope, a small hope that I will be able to go back to where I used to be.

Raar! Enough drama, I should stop before you actually thought that I'm an emow(no way!). To my readers (if I have some), I'll not stop blogging (hehe, gotcha there!). This will just be my last post on my last day here in my summer job at CJ Philippines Inc. as an office clerk of the Purchasing Department (whew!).

I spent almost my entire summer inside this simple office with Sir Chris, Sir Dots and Ma'am Judith. These 3 people have been very nice to me from the start and they actually treated me as the "baby" of our department. I only did simple works and most of the time I'm just a tambay here in the office. In fact, this week, I almost did nothing evryday except eating and surfing the net.

I was never hungry while I'm in the office and I actually grew fatter this summer (huhuhu). It is because except for the free lunch and tons food in the pantry, my bosses oftenly have food deliveries from Jollibee. The suppliers who are all sipsip never fail to bring snacks too (right now I'm eating a Red Ribbon cake brought by a supplier, hehe). So to sum it all up, baboy na talaga ako.=(

My favorite part of my job is the free internet connection. Our PC at home is broken so I only surf the net during work. If I will estimate, 65% of my time here was only spent in front of the computer. This blog was made possible by the CJ system so I give them my warmest gratitude. LOL... I've read almost 10 novels from Candy Teentalk still with the help of CJ Phils... So since this is my last day here, my blog visits will be lessened, hehe...

So I guess this is goodbye, CJ Philippines... I hope I can comeback next summer... Goodbye and Thank You...

Labels: so the drama, summer vacation

During our freshman orientation in Yupi, our uber hilarious Emcees taught us a word that can replace the simple "yes" to make it more unique. It is "subraday" and you should say it with matching facial expression and emotions.

Baliw na Emcees: Masaya ba ang ang mga centennial freshies?!!!
Uto-utong Freshies: Subraday!!!!!!

That is how I learned about that bonggang bonggang word which I find necessary to use in order to describe what I felt last Sunday.

Gernie: Nag-enjoy ka ba sa paggala sa Trinoma nung isang araw??
Einreg: SUBRADAY!!!!!

Oh diba, bongga! Lolz, and now I'm talking to myself. But mehn! That day was really a blast. Bonding with friends, meeting again with the SCC and seeing Sam after a very long time, what more could I ask for?

We left Baliuag at past 10 in the morning. The bus ride was really long so I spent my time chatting, especially with Rica whom I haven't seen since I took the UPCAT last August 2007. We talked about almost everything, from the kabundukan of Yupi to the description of Ivan's course (wadda heck was that again? total nosebleed!), to the lovable (yuck) "Charice", and so on and so forth.

It was almost noon when we reached our destination and we decided to go to SM first since Sam's show in the afternoon will be held at Trinoma. We walked around the place not knowing what to do, basta kung saan kami dalin ng aming mga paa. After few minutes of strolling around the mall, we went down to the food court to have our lunch. While eating, we thought of going to Timezone but we settled on watching a movie instead. After we were fed, we head to Trinoma to watch Indiana Jones 'coz the cinema there is better than in SM and not to mention, MORE expensive. Gahd! What will I do? I'm so broke 'coz my Mom "abducted" my salary in my summer job before it even touched my wallet, poor me.

As we entered Tri, the metal detector gave off an earsplitting sound and I actually thought that a terrorist entered the mall(duh!). Luckily it's just a glitch in the machine so the security guards say sorry for almost tearing our eardrums apart (raar!). We hurriedly walked away from the sound then we went to the 4th floor where the cinema is located. We had a hard time choosing where to watch the movie 'coz Indiana Jones is showing in cinemas 3, 4, 5, 6 and 7! Tsktsktsk... So since my favorite number is 7, we settled to watch it on cinema 5 (duh).

The Father in Heaven knew that I'm uber broke so He sent Rica to pay for half of the ticket price. She treated us 'coz uhm... uhhh... bakit nga ba? Haha... Maybe because she's just sooo rich unlike me. Lolz, thanks again Rica!=)

We entered the moviehouse early so we were able to watch tons of trailers including the teaser of Kung Fu Panda. Gawd! That panda is uber hilarious so I can't wait to watch his movie and of course the music video of Sam in the end! Harhar...

Indiana Jones and the Kingdom of Crystal Skulls rocks! The movie is really great, the effects, the story, the actors! Gahd Shia LaBeouf is so damn hot! Even if his look is somewhat from the 60's he is still very handsome and oh-so-gorgeous. Raaar... So over all, the movie is really excellent (I learned later on that Sam also watched it and he found it great too, hehehe).

After the movie, I was still clueless on where the mallshow will take place. There were cars in the activity center and it's impossible to have a show there so Berna and I decided to ask the concierge.

Gernie: Miss saan po yung mall show ng Kung Fu Panda?*magalang pa*

Lady: ano yun?

Gernie: ung mall show po

Lady: anong show?

Gernie: sa Kung Fu Panda po

Lady: Kung Fu???? *uber clueless ng mukha*

Gernie: yung film po

Lady: *napangiti, mukhang alam na niya* ahh, papadevelop kayo?

Gernie: *trying not to laugh* aahh, sige nevermind na lang po *sabay walk out*

I just let out my laughter after we were many meters away from the concierge desk. wtf? Kamusta naman un, papadevelop daw! Lolz. Suddenly, Kuya Noriel texted that they were already in the garden so I went back to the 4th floor to begin my search and rescue operations=).

I easily saw Kuya Noriel and Kevin with a girl who turned out to be Kev's classmate na kaapelyido ko and actually my long lost sister (echoz! 2 lng kami ni Bebs noh, hehe). We knew that Sam is already in the vicinity when we saw Tito Raymund holding what seems like Sam's costume for the show. I got really excited 'coz after more than 3 months, I will be able to see him again.

The show will start at 4pm so while waiting, thay related to me the story of their EK escapade the day before so once again I got really jealous. I wanted to go there too but Laguna is miles away from Bulacan and my Dad will bury me alive if I go home at 1am! So there I was, sulking while listening how they enjoyed the whole EK experience.

Anyways, the Emcee was already inviting the shoppers to watch the show and he (or she) kept on saying that Zzzzaamm Conzzepzionn (that's how he pronounced it) will be there. The three of us went near the stage and there we saw the other SCC members. Ate Claye, Ate Joy, Janelle, Ia and Chichi was already there. Rica, Ivan, Berna and I sat on the other side so I was separated to the SCC's and I didn't notice the others who came.


The show started and the huge and huggable Po went out of the stage. Ala lang, nagpacute lang siya dun, jokez. Since he can't do much with his enormous costume, the panda just posed on the stage while the Emcee is reading trivias about the movie then he asked the audience to remember what he said so we can win in the game afterwards.

After the kadaldalan of the Emcee, Sam went out and sang I'll Find Your Heart which is his latest single from his debut album. He greeted everyone then told us a brief info on how he was chosen to sing the OST of Kung Fu Panda. That was such a big accomplishment for Sam and I am so proud of him(ackk feeling ako! haha). Right after that, he introduced his next song which made everyone in the venue shriek with excitement. Ano pa nga ba, edi Even If! He sang and dance with the 24 beat dancers then he left the stage to prepare for his next song.

Once again, the Emcee went out and told us about the trivia game on which the winners will receive a loot bag from Dreamworks. The kids got really excited so when the game began, they all rushed near the stage so they can be the one to answer the questions about the movie. Few minutes later the kids can no longer answer the given query and luckily, I know the answer! So since I want to have that loot bag (isip bata! rar), I went in front and proudly said "Tai Long". He said that I'm correct and even added that I have a nice outfit (inggit ang lola mo, haha). When I opened the bag, sobrang pambata, it has stickers, pins, calendar and this uber cute "christmas stockings" inspired by the Bee Movie. I first thought that it was a scarf but the plastic says that it's a stocking achuchu. Whatever, basta it's cute!

Sam went back to the stage with his nice Chinese outfit and sang Kung Fu Fighting. The show ended and the fans lined up for a short meet and greet session with Sam. Since the line is too long and the time given is too short, I didn't bother to follow the line. The SCC gathered and they are all set to go to Ever Commonwealth except for me 'coz I need to go home early. I'm so devastated so when Sam looked my way umandar ang kakulitan ko.

Me: SAAAAMMMM!!! *while waving my hand* Tara ditoooooooooooo!!!

Sam: Baaaaakkkeeeetttt??? *with funny facial expression*

Me: Piktyur tayooooo!! *holding out the cam*

Sam: Saaaannddallleee... Wait laaaaang... *then he smiled*

Our conversation is exaggerated 'coz we can't hear each other and we only mouth the words we were saying. Ang kulit ni Sam sobra! I badly want to have our picture taken 'coz I'll not be going to Ever anymore so when Sam began to leave I step up and ignored the guards.

Me: hi sam *he smiled* pwede papicture?? *he stopped walking, alang nagawa ung guards*

Sam: mamaya na lang *he smiled*

Me: but uuwi na ako, di na ako pupunta sa Ever *pouts*

Sam: oh sige, sure *smile nanaman weee*

Guard: *umepal* last na yan ha!

(we had our picture taken)

Sam: thanks, sige ingat! *smile uli, awww*

Me: *speechless*

Wawawawaw! Kilig to the bones! Even the other SCC's got giddy and also my friends, I mean who would not be? LOLz... After that, I bid farewell to my SCC friends hoping to see all of them again, soon.=)

Rica also bid farewell 'coz her Mom will fetch her in Trinoma. Ivan, Berna and I headed to the foodcourt 'coz we are all starving. I bought my all time favorite, Jamaican Patty then Berna treated us drinks from Fruitas (shock umaasa na lang ako sa libre! Lolz). We rode the bus then due to severe traffic jam, I got home at almost 8pm. It was such a fun day and if you will ask me again if I enjoyed it my answer will still be, SUBRADAY!n_n

Labels: oh my sam, summer vacation, wid the scc

This morning, I was awakened by the loud sound of Inang's (our neighbor) radio. I dunno if she just thought of having an unannounced concert or what. I was deeply agitated because of the sudden disturbance on my slumber. This won't be the first, in fact it was the fourth time that our extremely "considerate" neighbor disrupted my peaceful sleep. I mean, what was she thinking? She's rocking to the music of "Awit ng Kabataan" at 6 o'clock in the morn as if she still belongs to the "kabataans"? Grrr... Inang badly needs the help of an EENT specialist.



Sounds weird but my mood changed as the next song played. I totally forgot about my disturbed sleep and suddenly, I felt sad. Perhaps that is the effect of a cheesy lovesong to someone who is not inlove. People of the world (as if anybody from the world would care to read my blog...haha) you read it right, I'm not inlove unlike what most of my friends thought me to be. And as of now, my record of "no boyriend since birth" is still clean and I think that won't be broken anytime soon. Like what my title clearly states, I am NOT inspired.



The song continued as well as my own drama. I can't understand why it felt like there's something missing. I felt so incomplete. Then I started singing "there's no meaning in my life, there's no inspiration". LOL... I sound so desperate, so emoooww. But no no no, I am not coz being an emo doesn't make sense to me, I actually think that they are just bunch of individuals who lack attention. (no offense guys). Anyways, short senti moments won't hurt so there I was emoting early in the morning.



Then I remembered my Ezt. It's been more than a month since he migrated to California and I shamelessly say that I miss him more than anything in this world! We still have contact to each other but it's nothing compared to our long talks when he's still here in the Philippines. I sorely miss bestfriend and I do wish that he'll be back. He made me feel happy and contented of just having a bestfriend 'coz he cares for me so much. I actually thought that we can stay like that forever. But now that he's gone, thinking about him made me feel sadder and more alone. I desperately need someone who will not leave me, someone who'll stand by me no matter what.



It's not that no one came, in fact there were few ghosts I mean guys that are "nagpaparamdam" and asking if they could court me. I always turn them down and say that it is still bawal and my parents forbid me to have relationships. But the truth is I'm not forbidden to have a boyfriend, it's just that I honestly feel that they aren't the one that I'm looking for. I don't want to rush things just to be in a relationship for I still believe that the right one will come at the right time. But mehn! I am just a girl, a girl longing for care and affection. And at times like this na tinotopak ako, I can't help but wish na dumating na agad "siya".

The song ended and another one starts playing. The song is perfect. I think this one suits me the best.

Labels: crazy little thing called love, so the drama

I can't summon the right words to describe how glad I am right now. This may sound a bit melodramatic but it feels really good to know that the things that I worked hard for are appreciated by the people around me.

Few days ago, the election fever is very evident in our clan. I can read all kinds of campaign and pleas from the YES, VAMOS and SAM ASTIG in every GM that I received which made me wonder why Globe Telecoms isn't out of business yet. My cell also felt the heat of the campaign 'coz it now hangs every 5 minutes (last week it's every 10 mins. Lolz!). I also noticed some pa-GM's of other members which went something like "maawa kayo no GM's skin", "cra na po phone ko, no GM's please", "pwedeng wag makulit? mabilis ako malobat! wala munang GM's!". No matter how they say it, it only meant one thing, those disturbed Samsters need a break. But for heaven's sake, who am I to talk about my disrupted clanmates when I, myself is guilty of the crime? I don't send group messages but I do ask my other clanmates to do it for me. I did it 'coz I have to spread the url of this blog so that my clanmates will be aware about this site. Sorry to those that I disturbed, I only did that for the benefit of the Bantay Bata Kids (anudaw!?).

Nonetheless, my pambubulahaw paid off for a lot of Samsters visited the site and gave me nice feedbacks. Some even asked me to teach them with some stuffs about blogging. I thought that they will just ignore my message so I felt so flattered na may nakaka-appreciate pala ng kadaldalan ko.

The election happened during the day of my advance registration in Yupi and the MoA get together of the SCC. That day was indeed another adventure of a sophisticated manila girl or should I say promdi trying to fit in the city? For more details I'll try to make a post about that soon.

The next day was the announcement of winners. I'm not expecting anything for the reasons that I already mentioned on my previous posts. It was a busy day and I can no longer manage to worry about the election results. I was on my way to Malolos for my scholarship exam when Samster Aileen texted. She congratulated me so I suddenly become puzzled on why the heck is she congratulating me. After few moments, it was confirmed that I WON AS ONE OF THE BLOGGERS/STAFFERS OF SCC! I actually screamed with delight which shocked my Dad who's driving the van and my Mom who is busy fixing her stuff. I was reprimanded for acting so barbaric so I pull myself together and acted like nothing happened. I received tons of messages congratulating me and I got even more overwhelmed.

To all of those who trusted me to be an officer of our clan, thank you very much. To those who gave super nice feedbacks about my site, my warmest gratitude. I will try my best not to disappoint all of you. I love you all. *hugs & kisses"

Labels: clique clan, so the drama

The first time I heard that there will be election for officers in our clan, I wasn't really interested because first of all I am not popular there for I barely send gm's or snailtexts due to the limitations of my antique cellphone that I am planning to dispatch soon. My chances are really slim and winning is a bit impossible. Few days later, Ate Madz, our president, texted the vacant positions that should be filled and I noticed the words "staffers/bloggers". I suddenly grew interested as if those words are screaming for me to join the upcoming elections. Recently, I started this blogsite where you can read my "nonsense" posts and the products of my unstoppable chitchat. I thought that being a staffer for the SCC will not be hard after all because in there I will just blog about our recent activities and the gigs of Sam. This may be an opportunity for me to be involved and serve in a simple way using the internet since I cannot do that using text due to the aforementioned reason. So after I summoned all my courage, I applied for the said position secretly wishing that only few will apply so there will be no more elections.

But all the luck in the world seems to leave me as I received the list of the SCC's that will run just moments ago. There were three teams and when I saw my opponents they are all SUPER active in the clan (perhaps their cp's aren't ancient yet.. haha). I suddenly felt nervous so I actually planned to back out. What will I do during the campaign? What will I do to make them vote for me? Hmm... Vote buying and black propaganda is a good idea right?(just kidding!n_n)

Well I guess I just have to leave my fate to the Father in Heaven (hehe. desperada na). Miracles could happen, right? I still believe that though I'm not famous, I have the willingness to serve and do something special for my co-Samsters. And besides, I'll soon be moving to a place near UP. Starting June, I can go to Sam's gigs more often than before so updating my ka-SCC's will be a lot easier for me. If I will not win, well that's fine. It's better to give it a try than regret not trying for the rest of my life(OA!! haha). Bye2 for now...n_n

Labels: clique clan, quick posts, so the drama